spur of the moment...

i wish i could just tell someone how it feels to be left out cold
when you've been there for someone and tried to act all bold
it hurts and tears never cease to fall
when someone doesn't answer or pick up your call
its miserable when that someone goes
making it seem like we were foes
and most of all it hurts when you've given it your all
things seem normal and no problems,not at all
its very difficult to stand your ground
when life swirls and loves not what you've found
i hate it
i hate it all
i wish all that i felt never happened
and my heart wasn't so tattered
its eating me up inside
looking for myself is too hard to find
realization sinks in... Life's never too kind.....